Too angry for words..then too sad pulak

While I am typing here, i am feeling a mixture of anger and sadness. Lets talk about the anger first, my 13-year old brother makde me so angry. What causes my anger to erupt is a small issue but I guess all the frustration I have inside of me just break out. I just ask him to help me to complete a small task and he refuse to do it. Everytime I asked him for help he refused to help me out and just choose to ignore my words. Sigh..You may think its a small matter but what makes me even angrier (is there such a word?) is that even after i shouted and tell him how angry I am at him, he just ignore me like he did not heard anything and then later trying to talk to me. Of course I ignore his presence after the argument. I am too angry for words. How can he pretend like nothing happen? Maybe its a boy's trait or something like that.Why can't he just obey some of my pleas. Its not very demanding also.

Now, the anger has switched to sadness. Its always like this, when I am too angry or frustrated, end up i will be sad or even close to tears. I know i know, i am such a weakling rite?haha. I am unable to let out my emotion. I dunno why. I just want to let it all out coz keeping it all inside is not good for your health. That's why i chose to typed it all out. Come to think of ity, i do feel slightly better now after writing it down on here. My brother is so teruk. Did not even pujuk his sister. Maybe i am too unimportant for him. I cant angry at a person for a long time so maybe tomorrow after a good nite rest I will forget all about this incident as usual. I will probably unable to recall the details too. yeap, that's me.