1st day of the 3 weeks

I am supposedly to be working but boss just left so I can relax myself a little. I was discussing where to eat with my own team and as usual all bullied me to drive lor. But i don't mind. No parking space today and I double parked my car. I rather drive than received a summon again. We are now contemplating Food Foundry or Tappers or A&W. I told them I wanna have something nice as today I am in a sad mood. As usual they cracked up the sex jokes. (=.=) How to tell them I will be deprived of it wor. I am not like them who have wives or girlfriend (in my case a boyfriend of course). I also no longer have my so-called part-time-loverboy. :( 

I am seriously on my own now. I know there will be times where I will be tempted to message him but I must not. I must have some serious self control. I mean, c'mon..what is the point of messaging him? What do you have to talk to him? What do you wanna know about him? I think I am just beine like a controlling-freak who wants to know what is on his mind and is he thinking about me and also to comfort myself that he is not doing some stuff with some other girls (which is really none of my concern!). Lets be serious Jasmine, so what if you asked him, the replies could be unpleasant to your ears and you might be upset all over again for no reason and that time, you are really 'sendiri cari pasal'. So for what you wanna do something which you know you will end up being hurt? 

Moving on...I better plan my day ahead. Wanna get home earlier today so i can rest. Maybe if got time look for Chianyee. But at the same time, I don't feel like burdening her with my silly dramas. I am a big girl. I can handle it. :)