Thursday, May 20, 2010

One door closes and another door opens

I am so tired right now that if I just close my eyes, I can fall asleep straight away. Actually I am very lazy to type down what I have done right now. Wish I can postpone to tomorrow but since I promise myself that I will write everyday, I will stick on to my promise (lets see how long can this last. haha).
This morning when I wake up, I feel heavy hearted. I just feel like a zombie. No mood for anything. Then when I drove to car, I miss the small bear's presence as I always placed it on my lap and hug it while I am driving. Well, I have no choice coz this is my 1st step (or isit 2nd? 3rd step? i dunno) of letting go. I must learn not to miss the bear. Lets just see 1st for a week, if after a week I still miss the bear, then I might consider putting it in my car again. Only that small bear. The rest shall still remain deep in my closet.
What I was feeling inside must be very obvious on the outside coz when I was in office this morning, a colleague of mine (Vaijan) ask me if I am ok because I look so sad. I told her I was ok. The morning did not past by well coz I screwed up in Galaxie magazine meeting. Sigh. Nevermind, its over and I'm done with it already. I shall learn from my mistakes.
Afternoon past by in a jiffy. After work, yum cha with this sorta new guy at work. He has the same birthdate as me. haha. But different year la. Too bad. It will be so cool if I can find someone who shares the same date of birth as me. heehee. Anyway, this is one nice and friendly colleague but too bad we work in different department that is why don't have the opportunity to hang out. Yum cha is always a good bonding session. He is a nice friend to talk to because we seem to have so much to chat about. You know, there are some people who are really nice yet...you cannot really talk to them because you dunno what to talk about. I like friendly and talkative people. =) Then Aron joined us and he can just straightaway talk to Aron. I was very surprised coz I thought he will be kinda shy. But no! hehe. Both of them team up to tease me. All is Aron Raj's fault. Furthermore, Aron go and tell him all those negative stuff about me which includes one of his favourite - "jojo won a chatterbox award during MUFY". haha. He will never ever let me forget about that and DEFINITELY WILL tell that to every friend I have. Seems like he is very proud that I won that award. ^__^ I am so happy that colleagues in my office are so nice and I seem to be making new friends with colleague almost each week.
Aron told me after that he likes that guy coz he is friendly. hehe. Anyway, after that I went to the office and chill with Pooi Yarn and also Aron. I dun want to continue talking in the mamak coz my boss is there having dinner and I erm...am shy la to talk there. Guess what? The 3 of us chit chat from 8pm-10pm in the office itself.
On the way home, I called Aron and the 2 of us head to Starbucks in Taipan. I had my Hazelnut Hot Choc (yummy) while Aron had the dragonfruit + kiwi juice. It is nice. Next time I will try that. At about 12am only we drove back home. Nice to chat with Aron. At the same time, we were both checking out the chicks there. haha. More like he checking out and I just kepoh and look coz I am curious at his taste of gals. There is one girl which Aron likes, a sweet bookish nerdy girl but with a nice ass. Omg..if Aron knows that I am typing all this here, he will stranggle me. haha.
Tomorrow is Thursday!! yay yay!

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