Too angry for words..then too sad pulak

While I am typing here, i am feeling a mixture of anger and sadness. Lets talk about the anger first, my 13-year old brother makde me so angry. What causes my anger to erupt is a small issue but I guess all the frustration I have inside of me just break out. I just ask him to help me to complete a small task and he refuse to do it. Everytime I asked him for help he refused to help me out and just choose to ignore my words. Sigh..You may think its a small matter but what makes me even angrier (is there such a word?) is that even after i shouted and tell him how angry I am at him, he just ignore me like he did not heard anything and then later trying to talk to me. Of course I ignore his presence after the argument. I am too angry for words. How can he pretend like nothing happen? Maybe its a boy's trait or something like that.Why can't he just obey some of my pleas. Its not very demanding also.

Now, the anger has switched to sadness. Its always like this, when I am too angry or frustrated, end up i will be sad or even close to tears. I know i know, i am such a weakling rite?haha. I am unable to let out my emotion. I dunno why. I just want to let it all out coz keeping it all inside is not good for your health. That's why i chose to typed it all out. Come to think of ity, i do feel slightly better now after writing it down on here. My brother is so teruk. Did not even pujuk his sister. Maybe i am too unimportant for him. I cant angry at a person for a long time so maybe tomorrow after a good nite rest I will forget all about this incident as usual. I will probably unable to recall the details too. yeap, that's me.

Long time no see

Okay, i know it has been a LONG LONG time since I add in anything to my beloved blog and i also received some complaints from someone. Well, here I am back in action.

Well, what should I say? hmm..yesterday i went to Feeza's place and i had a wonderful time. Its so good to see the gang again. Didn't realize how much i missed them till i saw everyone of them. Its so nice to hear the chatter and voices. Of course i can see how much they misses me with all the compliments, teasing remarks and complaints. I feel so well-loved. haha. I was not spared from all the criticisms. Are u people feeling guilty now? nah..dun sweat about it, i was not offended at all. I know this is your way of saying how much u guys misses me. The food was delicious. I loved it so much!!! I wish i have a bigger empty stomach but unfortunately..i dun have. *sob* I know what you guys will be thinking rite now, 'I never knew Jasmine aka jojo is such a pig '. haha.

Its so sad to see a member of the gang to be leaving for auzzie though. I will miss u so much Kavita. Actually, i am already missing u. Classes will be a bore and a drag without you. Life in uni will also will not be half as fun without you around to spice it up. No matter what, do take care my dear friend. Do not forget me yar. hehe.

As i am typing here, i am actually feeling not very happy. I have some problems which i have no idea how to solve it. But thanks for you guys who feel concerned about me right now. You guys needn't worry about me. I will be fine. =)

Till we meet again~