Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Saturday, March 09, 2013
5th day
Well, since its gonna be 2am soon it should be "6th day" and not the '5th day". Haha.
Anyhow, i am so sleepy right now but I think I should at least jot down some thoughts before I crash.
Overall today is an interesting day. For one, its Friday and that means weekend is here ( although not much of a weekend given the fact that I will be busy for the next 2 days for my dance performance).
But still I'm gonna enjoy every bit of it. ;)
Secondly, 'he' texted me in gchat this morning! He initiated the chat! Means that he does think about me occasionally. It's a comforting thought. But when I first saw his message, I admit that I had mixed feelings. Partially excited and happy to hear from him again, another side is like..why is he contacting me wor..he was the one who wants the break and don't wanna see me. Regardless, we had a good conversation until he misinterpreted my tweets.
Best part is, he was upset over my tweet about 'missing my Aries'. Apparently he was jealous and felt the pinch. Honestly speaking, I really didn't expect him to actually read my tweets during this period. I thought be has given up on me. Or at least for the next 3 weeks. We started arguing that lor. Details I'm not gonna jot down coz it doesn't matter anymore. The day is over and most importantly we have resolved that particular matter. :)
3rd is I went for the dance rehearsals in Black Box Publika. This place is interesting. :)
Ok la, can't continue any longer. Eyes shutting down. Goodnight world~ :)
Anyhow, i am so sleepy right now but I think I should at least jot down some thoughts before I crash.
Overall today is an interesting day. For one, its Friday and that means weekend is here ( although not much of a weekend given the fact that I will be busy for the next 2 days for my dance performance).
But still I'm gonna enjoy every bit of it. ;)
Secondly, 'he' texted me in gchat this morning! He initiated the chat! Means that he does think about me occasionally. It's a comforting thought. But when I first saw his message, I admit that I had mixed feelings. Partially excited and happy to hear from him again, another side is like..why is he contacting me wor..he was the one who wants the break and don't wanna see me. Regardless, we had a good conversation until he misinterpreted my tweets.
Best part is, he was upset over my tweet about 'missing my Aries'. Apparently he was jealous and felt the pinch. Honestly speaking, I really didn't expect him to actually read my tweets during this period. I thought be has given up on me. Or at least for the next 3 weeks. We started arguing that lor. Details I'm not gonna jot down coz it doesn't matter anymore. The day is over and most importantly we have resolved that particular matter. :)
3rd is I went for the dance rehearsals in Black Box Publika. This place is interesting. :)
Ok la, can't continue any longer. Eyes shutting down. Goodnight world~ :)
Friday, March 08, 2013
4th day
I kinda lost track today is which day. Haha. I have to look back at the previous post for the number. Anyway, in another 20 mins and it'll be 1am. I am so sleepy now. Not to mention tiring too. Of coz la tired.
Monday movie plus meet up with Chianyee.
Tuesday swimming with Chianyee and yum cha with her and Charissa.
Wednesday dance practice
Thursday swimming with Pei Wen and then a long dinner with her in a freezing cold A&W.
Friday I will have dance rehearsals.
Gosh! Can u see what a hectic week this is for me? But i like it~ (^__^)//
This week I had A&W TWICE! That's a lot of fattening food. Not good for my diet. Not to mention I had this awesome caramel cheese earlier during lunch from Nando's. It is delicious and I likes it~ wait..I love it~ <3
Today is the first time I am in 3K complex. The pool is somewhat alright but too shake for my taste. Maybe coz I am so used to the big and deep pool in Shah Alam.
Nice chatting session with pei wen. It's so nice to catch up again. ;)
Ok la, I can't take it anymore. Eyes shutting down.
Good night~:)
Monday movie plus meet up with Chianyee.
Tuesday swimming with Chianyee and yum cha with her and Charissa.
Wednesday dance practice
Thursday swimming with Pei Wen and then a long dinner with her in a freezing cold A&W.
Friday I will have dance rehearsals.
Gosh! Can u see what a hectic week this is for me? But i like it~ (^__^)//
This week I had A&W TWICE! That's a lot of fattening food. Not good for my diet. Not to mention I had this awesome caramel cheese earlier during lunch from Nando's. It is delicious and I likes it~ wait..I love it~ <3
Today is the first time I am in 3K complex. The pool is somewhat alright but too shake for my taste. Maybe coz I am so used to the big and deep pool in Shah Alam.
Nice chatting session with pei wen. It's so nice to catch up again. ;)
Ok la, I can't take it anymore. Eyes shutting down.
Good night~:)
Thursday, March 07, 2013
3rd Day
It's almost 12am now and I am suppose to sleep. But I wanna jot down some thoughts only hit the sack.
Let's see..today is overall a good day. Boss is in a good mood (good for the team). However, in the morning I feel sien sien dei. If you ask me why I feel that way, I can't tell you either coz I don't even know why myself. Maybe coz I'm sleepy hence feeling slightly lazy. Don't feel like doing anything. :p Bad jasmine. Haha.
Lunch with the MA men. Then after lunch things sorta picked up. More stuff to do and I was rushing out to meet a client in Tesco Selayang.
I'm so proud of myself today. Know why? Coz I didn't get lost on the way there~ (^__^)V
Was suppose to meet James after that (I wanna know how is he faring after encounter with such a traumatic incident). Too bad he wasn't free so meeting him up tomorrow instead.
Since I have nowhere to go, decide go go plaza damas and complete the slide show for dance as well as send out some emails.
I used my Starbucks Boracay tumbler and as I was looking at it, it brings back memories of the fun beachy times. Hehe.
I love being alone in a cafe. Sip my latte and just chill by myself.
Anyway, after that was dance and it was fun. Initially I was scared and nervous about my dance performance this coming Sunday but now, at this moment,I'm pretty excited and looking forward to it. Hehe. :)
As usual after dance I had dinner in A Minor Place with the dance mates aka Lindee, Wentz and our newest member Haruka~
Tiring day. I think I need to sleep now. Can hardly keep my eyes open. Night night~ ^__^
Let's see..today is overall a good day. Boss is in a good mood (good for the team). However, in the morning I feel sien sien dei. If you ask me why I feel that way, I can't tell you either coz I don't even know why myself. Maybe coz I'm sleepy hence feeling slightly lazy. Don't feel like doing anything. :p Bad jasmine. Haha.
Lunch with the MA men. Then after lunch things sorta picked up. More stuff to do and I was rushing out to meet a client in Tesco Selayang.
I'm so proud of myself today. Know why? Coz I didn't get lost on the way there~ (^__^)V
Was suppose to meet James after that (I wanna know how is he faring after encounter with such a traumatic incident). Too bad he wasn't free so meeting him up tomorrow instead.
Since I have nowhere to go, decide go go plaza damas and complete the slide show for dance as well as send out some emails.
I used my Starbucks Boracay tumbler and as I was looking at it, it brings back memories of the fun beachy times. Hehe.
I love being alone in a cafe. Sip my latte and just chill by myself.
Anyway, after that was dance and it was fun. Initially I was scared and nervous about my dance performance this coming Sunday but now, at this moment,I'm pretty excited and looking forward to it. Hehe. :)
As usual after dance I had dinner in A Minor Place with the dance mates aka Lindee, Wentz and our newest member Haruka~
Tiring day. I think I need to sleep now. Can hardly keep my eyes open. Night night~ ^__^
Wednesday, March 06, 2013
2nd day
Ok, now is already way past 12am and I am so sleepy. Today has been a day filled with stress and excitement. I was already tired before that hence I need to get some rest now.
I'm so proud of myself. I didn't message him today you know. ;)
I am not sure if I ever crossed his mind but does it really matter? Not gonna think about it. Just wanna enjoy my days. :)
I had a somewhat dispute with macha. He is upset I didn't message him to ask about his safety. I was offended I tell you. No wait, I am still offended. On Sunday we chat, then yesterday I think in Facebook. Today didn't la and now that fella emo pulak. Tak mau peduli la. Nanti I sakit hati jerr. So not worth it lor.
Alright, I can't talk much now. Really in need of sleep. Will update in the morning :)
I'm so proud of myself. I didn't message him today you know. ;)
I am not sure if I ever crossed his mind but does it really matter? Not gonna think about it. Just wanna enjoy my days. :)
I had a somewhat dispute with macha. He is upset I didn't message him to ask about his safety. I was offended I tell you. No wait, I am still offended. On Sunday we chat, then yesterday I think in Facebook. Today didn't la and now that fella emo pulak. Tak mau peduli la. Nanti I sakit hati jerr. So not worth it lor.
Alright, I can't talk much now. Really in need of sleep. Will update in the morning :)
Monday, March 04, 2013
1st day of the 3 weeks
I am supposedly to be working but boss just left so I can relax myself a little. I was discussing where to eat with my own team and as usual all bullied me to drive lor. But i don't mind. No parking space today and I double parked my car. I rather drive than received a summon again. We are now contemplating Food Foundry or Tappers or A&W. I told them I wanna have something nice as today I am in a sad mood. As usual they cracked up the sex jokes. (=.=) How to tell them I will be deprived of it wor. I am not like them who have wives or girlfriend (in my case a boyfriend of course). I also no longer have my so-called part-time-loverboy. :(
I am seriously on my own now. I know there will be times where I will be tempted to message him but I must not. I must have some serious self control. I mean, c'mon..what is the point of messaging him? What do you have to talk to him? What do you wanna know about him? I think I am just beine like a controlling-freak who wants to know what is on his mind and is he thinking about me and also to comfort myself that he is not doing some stuff with some other girls (which is really none of my concern!). Lets be serious Jasmine, so what if you asked him, the replies could be unpleasant to your ears and you might be upset all over again for no reason and that time, you are really 'sendiri cari pasal'. So for what you wanna do something which you know you will end up being hurt?
Moving on...I better plan my day ahead. Wanna get home earlier today so i can rest. Maybe if got time look for Chianyee. But at the same time, I don't feel like burdening her with my silly dramas. I am a big girl. I can handle it. :)
I can't sleep
It's almost 3.30am in the morning yet I can't sleep. I was sleepy before that but right now I am not. Reason why is because Kelantan wanna take a break from us. Not too long but it's not short either. You don't have to take a guess for I will tell you. It is 3 weeks. 3 long weeks. I know time will pass by very fast but..to me it's not easy either. He is my good friend and we chat on a daily basis whether it is via gchat or whatsapp. Now, to not communicate with him will be awfully difficult but I must do it.
Silly me. As I am typing now I am tearing. Really feel like crying right now. I am very sad. It hurts. I wish I can do something to lessen the pain but I can't. So what I can do now is hope that time can lessen the pain.
I know what be proposed is a good idea. Have I not been suggesting that over and over again for the past 30 times? But to actually do it..is so much harder than I anticipated.
I wish I don't have to work later because I sure wont have the mood to work. I will be so sleepy....
A part of me is angry at him for imposing this upon us but another part, agrees the fact that he needs to do some soul searching. Tell you something, he has changed. He is no longer the sweet ol' friend I know. He is now irritated easily, agitated, frustrated easily and more often than not lose his temper at me. So..what I am trying to justify here is that this move could be the best for me and him.
Ok, I'm starting to feel slightly sleepy. Good for me. Sleep off the misery and hope that Monday will be a good day for me. :)
Silly me. As I am typing now I am tearing. Really feel like crying right now. I am very sad. It hurts. I wish I can do something to lessen the pain but I can't. So what I can do now is hope that time can lessen the pain.
I know what be proposed is a good idea. Have I not been suggesting that over and over again for the past 30 times? But to actually do it..is so much harder than I anticipated.
I wish I don't have to work later because I sure wont have the mood to work. I will be so sleepy....
A part of me is angry at him for imposing this upon us but another part, agrees the fact that he needs to do some soul searching. Tell you something, he has changed. He is no longer the sweet ol' friend I know. He is now irritated easily, agitated, frustrated easily and more often than not lose his temper at me. So..what I am trying to justify here is that this move could be the best for me and him.
Ok, I'm starting to feel slightly sleepy. Good for me. Sleep off the misery and hope that Monday will be a good day for me. :)
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