I am feeling one of those moods again. Feeling moody this very moment. I can't find anything to cheer me up so hopefully after pouring it out over here I might feel better. What's causing me to have this emotion? I seriously don't know. Or maybe I subconsciously know it but not willing to explore it. Yes, I am in denial mode now. Well, sue me then. Haha.
This year is the year of 2008. Alot has been happening which causes changes in me. First of all, I am no longer a student and must find a job to support myself. Second, I am a graduate (old already). Third is much sweeter, I found a guy who made me feel wonderful inside and out *winks*.
I like the idea of able to support myself so I do enjoy working. Made me feel independent. I am 22 years old and have no intention on depending on my family (except for emotional support of course). The second was quite emotional for me, I just had my graduation on 6th august which was about a month ago. I looked at all my friends where we were in our graduation robe. I must admit that it did pull some emotional strings inside me as I was looking at them. This is unbelievable. We have been going through uni years together for the past 3 years. Not only in studies but facing life together and helping each other in personal growth. My uni years definitely are the best because of these people. You know who you are out there for making me feel special just by being with you guys. Recently I have spent less time with them and I do miss them. I miss chilling over at Feeza's place, go clubbing with my 'kakis' (Aron , Careen & Zeck), have girl talk sessions with my buddies Eunice & Erica. Sigh..wonder how are they doing now.
Lastly, for the third one...*wicked grin*...I shall save it for next time. By the way, I do feel much better this moment even though my original topic for this piece was not about these. I guess my attention got diverted as I was typing. Haha.
