Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Bored till i write

Well..suddenly have the mood to write something. I can just imagine syaf rolling his eyes towards the ceiling and say 'Finally'. *laughs*
I must be crazy to be writting in the middle of the night. I know i know, i should be doing my assignment but i'm lazy. If any of u all dunno by now, let me tell you--I, Jasmine Yeoh is a lazy bum.haha. Man..i am really typing out crap.
I'm in my third year now. How time flies. I cannot believe I am that old already. I have to be mature and serious and all that grow up thingy stuff. But, i do find myself change unintentionally. I guess this is part of growing stage or in my case, maturing stage. The changes just happen whether you want it to or not.
Anyway, i shall not continue with such serious talk. But then what should i talk about?hmm..nah..dun care about it. I shall just talk whatever comes into thsi brilliant mind of mine.haha.It rhymes. I know what you guys must be thinking, 'that is just so lame'.
Sigh..at the end of this sem, a few of my course mates are going to leave their schooling life and step into the real world a.k.a. working stage. Syaf is one of them. I can still remember the time when we become close buddies. How we have change from then till now. But then , everyone has change. The changes are not a bad thing at all. I find us more mature and serious. Wait a minute, why am i talking like an old lady who is seeing her children growing right in front of her eyes? *laughs*
I do love children. I find them cute and interesting and innocent. Their minds are so unpolluted and naive. They do think the world is a beautiful place. So positive about everything. As we grow older, we tend to lose all that and become realists. We believe that the world is a harsh and no-nonsense place. You have to be hard hearted to be able to make a stand in the business world. Even though I am becoming very realistic, i try to think more about the good than the bad. Try to be more positive anfd have more faith in people. Thinking positive definitely maskers me feel better and alsp a better person. I hope i will not change all these naive characteristics. I do not want to be always thinking about the worst of people and be cautious. Life is already hard enough, with this, it will make it ever the more depressing. Do not misunderstand me by thinking i want rainbows and unicorns in my 'world', i don't. I just wish everyone can treat each other sincerely.
haha. and that will be the end of my crapping session. Thank you fo your precious time. =p