As my post title says- I am sorry. I truly am. I did not mean to hurt you but somehow it did. For me, when I hurt someone, the guilt will be eating up on me. I cannot help it. As silly as it sounds, I rather I am the one being hurt rather than the other way around.
So this is what happened. I said something which somehow offended a friend. I believe this friend is more upset than offended lor. I read back the conversation which was transpired between us (gchat & what's app) and to be honest, I do not see which part of what I said is offending to the ears (or eyes in this case). Maybe this friend misunderstood my meaning I suppose.
Anyway, I just feel crappy after that. No appetite to eat and feel so awful about it. Wanted to text and ask for forgiveness but at the same time I refuse to do that (a little egoistical I suppose) because I do not find myself wrong in my statements. But few hours of internal struggle I decided to text this friend. 30 mins has gone by but no response. I sure hope you will reply my friend. Because if you don't do that, I won't be able to sleep well tonight.
Oh wait! i just received a text and yes! I have gotten my reply. Ok..messaged says "wasn't angry. Talk later after gym :)". This is a positive sign I hope. Ok, at least I don't feel so bad anymore
